Insurance

I have never felt this kind of stress and worry, its different than anything. The horror of knowing you no longer have any insurance. I just found out to day that to stay on my dads insurance it is going to cost me 250 a month, that is as much as rent! I cant even make that much money and Im a college graduate! I took a low paying job for the satisfaction it brings and now I find out I am not going to beable to afford to live. On top of that I have no dental insurance and I learned that I have a cavity! Why didnt my dentist fill it when I had insurance!!?? I also need braces or mouth surgery because I have a class 3 overbite. I have no idea what I am going to do. I need to move home after this year, thats for sure. I do not want to move home but I need to. I need to find a job with insurance that is going to pay well and I need to get my life going. I have a degree for crying out loud and now Im scared to death becuase I dont have insurance. GOSH I HATE THE GROWN UP WORLD! why did i graduate so fast! why didnt i just take the time! why! why! why! I havent cried in a really long time but today it has all just hit me adn the tears came. I thought life was going great I thougth I would just take a year and do something I wanted, to work at this school even though I make no money just to see if I like it and want to go into this area of work, but now I am screwed. I just dont want to deal with this pressure Im not ready to be grown up, I want to go back to school and just start life over