Death

So wow a lot has happen and i have not written in a really long time
So I get an email from my dad that says my sister has a very serious infection, my sister has not talked to my parents in about a month since a huge fight and she moved out and is living with friends so I am kind of the mediator. Anyways so I call her and I find out that she had like a tumor, weird pocket thing in her uterus, in her fallopian(Sp) tube or something and she thought she just had a bladder infection because it hurt but it turns out it was a tumor thing and if she had waited even one more day before going to the doctor she may have died.... and if it had ruptured it would have given her a staff infection through out her entire body.. as of now we dont know if she will beable to have children... this is some serious stuff... really scary and makes you think how quickly things can be turned around and how fast you can loose a loved one. But she did tell me that she started talking to my mom and dad again which is a really good thing and they are going through family council apparently. So yah I guess it helped heal one problem, well part of it. Im scared to move home.
I flew home last week to take the CSET in the last hour I got a migraine and could not go back and check al my work becuase I could not even read the problems, I do not think I passed it was the hardest test ever and will cost $222 to retake the test. So that makes me so worried. It was a short trip home I flew home Friday night and flew back on Sunday morning but it was good. I got to go to lunch with my grammy and papa... well they had kayla and I over.. and we had boca burgers seeing as how K is vegan.. it wasnt hapf bad and I loved being with my grandparents they are soooo funny!!!
I is really really really really skinny and it worries me. She has a bf who in her mind is the greatest guy ever which I am happy for. Her and Ben are way over... can you believe they were together for like 4 years and now its done.. good I did not like Ben.
I also went to my Grandma Valda's like a month ago.. she lives in Plymouth Utah.. never heard of it? Not suprising its like 50 houses and thats it.. oh theres a gas station and its in the middle of nowhere and grandma who is 85 lives in a beaten down trailer with scary unlce jerry and its gross oh and she building a house... the house is coming along but she yes 85 year old grandma is building the house.. like with a hammer.. lol it looks really good and is going to be awesome but the closest town is 40 minutes away I dont know why she lives there. When Tawnie and I knocked on her door she has no idea who we were... we didnt tell her we were coming, thought it would be fun to be a suprise but then she was like Jessica?? and she was so excited.
Work is going great there is a student teacher in the class her name is Mrs Foster and she is very nice Some kids are still a struggle to deal with but the rest are adorable and we have so much fun. I hope I get into CSUN Im really worried because I am applying a month well 2 months late so I hope they do not fill... I just need to have a little faith
I am now scared to death to go to ecuador.. my sister is probably not going and I was so excited to go and spen time with her and grow closer to one another while serving but now Im just scared... a third world country where I dont speak the language... I know It will be amazing but I am FREAKING out! Oh man
On Friday Hailey Howard, Tawnie and I went up the south Fork park and had a campfire.. we had smacos (totrillas with marshmellows and chocolate) and we lit a bottle of hairspray on fire.. well not the bottle but you know you spray it and light the part that is coming out on fire so its like a flamming bottle of hairspray it was fun lol and we had a boombox and just had a grand ol time. We stank after... really reaked of smoke PU
But it was a lot of funSatuday was the stake Sunday Musical thing kind of like a roadshow that was a lot of fun as well. I am really ready to go home and get away from utah. Yup.